Jeon ji Hyun Must say Goodbye mv

CHORUS
All things end
so my friends
we to shall be parting
moments shared
slowly drift into memories
but with time on our side
one day we'll be together
until then, we must say good-bye

thank you for the happiness
we've shared a long the way
may it be a constant friend
each hour everyday
may the songs we sang together
live within our minds
sweet memories of joy and love
untouched by age or time

CHORUS
all things end so my friends
we to shall be parting
moments shared
slowly drift
into memories
but with time on our side
one day we'll be together
until then we must say good-bye

until then we must say good-bye
until then we must say good-bye

~still do~

Every time I try to think otherwise you come along and I realize I LOVE YOU, still do and will do for who knows how long. So I am not angry, not when you are two hours late, not when you could care less, not when you forget... I am not angry, most specially when you ask me because those times I see you care and then on those moments I feel special, how can I be angry then? Understand that I LOVE and sometimes I may come of as angry but I am not, hurt perhaps but not angry. So even when I know not anymore what is and is not outside me. On thing remains, I love and I know because when I smiled yesterday, you caused it. It may have been a slap, you might have been "really" angry, but know that I wasn't, nor was I angered... I was partly happy... thank you...

~mixed emotions~ confusion!?

I have met people who say I am in touch with my emotions. I beg to differ, I am not. I do not know how to show how I feel, only that I do and that's not enough to show that I really feel that way. I have been in trouble for a long time now and I thought I could deal with it, WRONG. I only fixed part of it, I can only do so much. The other half I thought I could just come to terms with, forget and live with. But I can't you see, I can take as much as what people deem unnecessary. As long as there is no exact answer, there is a glimpse of hope for me.

I was told not to assume, but without exact answers all you can do is assume. Most of the time I assume for the worse but on some special cases I want to assume for the better. I know I mess up a lot and I know I threw my chances away, lost what could have been. I know what things I did can never bring back what has been and that I will end up alone in what I say here. I tried to forget, tried to live with things, but each time a smile passes me by. I can't help but think of what I did and how much love I have that won't see light.

No one has to believe what I say here, all of you could just dismiss it as drama. My words after all are created from a writers point of view. I know sometimes I blow things out of proportion, more so when it comes to romance. After all this time, i wanted to try, I remain a hopeless romantic. And now I have less days to change that but I am no longer allowed because of things I did.

I don't know what to think or say or do anymore. All I know are feelings that will be kept here with me and myself. What I have are all that's here with me nothing more... I never wanted to regret things... the present is all I lived for... but I can't do that now, my past haunts me and my future cripples me... so I am left with regret of things I didn't do, failed to do and couldn't do... And though all things say that I have no chances left...

One feeling remains in my heart, that I love you...

and everything feels so painful because of things I messed up...

*Feel the way you feel do not be swayed by my words because what I seek is the smile on your face that saved my life, do not feel anything but what you do. I envy what you've done and your strength. What you've shown me a long time ago will forever remain in me so I thank you, just thank you, be what you will and if you need me all you need is ask...

"I will walk each day looking for a reason and when there is no longer a need for me then I will lay myself to rest for time time to take its toll on a body that refuses to die" -the third lazarus

~Unimportant~

~self explanatory~

why write when it's not important?
then again why bother to say it's unimportant when it is?
because you want it to be known even just the slightest bit...