Birthdays

Birthdays are suppossed to be special...
So when they turn out to be total disasters they end up being more of a downer...
Because you expected more, because you thought for one day...
Just one day you could be given a break...

My Birthday today was spent doing
- a meeting for teenpreneur
-cooking my own damn food
-walking along katipunan
-waiting in katipunan
-being left alone in katipunan
-and finally feeling like such a fool to even think [you] would care

~Happy damn birthday to me!~

~I was wrong, you did remember~

~You had someone else greet me~

~But you did remember~

~Didn't even bother to see me~

~So what, does that make me?~

~A fool?~

~An idiot?~

~No, I prefer in love~

~Because even after all this~

~I am not angry~

~I am sad~

~All you had to do was talk to me~

~Say the truth~

~Instead you fool around with my feelings~

~Guess, what....~

~I love you~

~And I'll lose these damn arguements over and over~

~And I will say sorry, even when I am not at fault~

~I can't hold out~

~Not to you~

~Because I'll lose either way~

~And you're the only one I look forward to anyway~

~I love you, even when it hurts~

I guess my birthday is officially screwed

O well, tomorow is a regular day, maybe then I wont feel specially neglected
Goodnight....