Scared!?

I am scared...
I wasn't but now I am...
Scared of things
that are happening...
Scared of things
that do not occur...

What happened to me...
I've lost myself...
Lost in things
that can be explained...
Lost in things
That are inevitable...

I got into too many things...
So many that eat up my time...
Into things
that are of no value...
Into things
that I value...

I got so busy...
I forgot to breathe...
So busy
I forgot you...
So busy
I forgot I found myself in you...

That is why I am scared...
Scared of so many things I never used to...
Courage left me
and I found you...
Fate shaped me
now I'm scared of losing you...

Here's to you for reminding me that I am only human, for reminding me
I am alive. For helping me find myself in what I have lost, I thank you.
My actions sometimes depict otherwise but I love you, I don't care what
anybody says. You've been so patient with me... specially when I sat idly
with nothing to do... I still don't know how I'll show it but believe me
I love you... I'll keep on, even if there are a thousand ways failed to
prove it. I'll keep on till I find that one that makes you smile and say
"he does love me"...