What I am.... is messed up

I might be "scary"

I might be stupid

I might be an asshole

I might be crazy

I might be insensitive

I might be all things derogatory

but

I also might be more

more than scary

just misunderstood

more than stupid

just in love

more than crazy

just to forget

more than insensitive

just scared

I might have reasons

I might have none

but you won't understand me

unless you try to

I can be more

For some reason I don't want to

Why is a reason, I can't tell
[The "I" never really mattered till the "Us" came into perspective]
but suffice to say
[The "I" was happy it finally had something till the "Us" showed it never really was]
that life is lived in more than one way
[and the "I" understood it as a "ME" and "YOU" not "US"]
and sometimes the importance
[And I am so messed up now because of it]
of a few unnoticed things
[please give me time, because i have none left]
are actually those that matter
[prove me wrong, please, just prove me wrong]