One post after another

It seems it's not only people who are angry at me
Fate seems cruel enough to deny me of seeing you
I was here [ctc com lab] at 12
I thought I'd catch you on your way to lunch
I was wrong
I thought I'd see you after your last class
Again I was wrong
Like every other thing
I was wrong
It seems even circumstances
won't allow me
my greatest happiness

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A long time ago I told you and your friend I was insecure
It was a secret of mine I had not shared
Masked behind my ego
Ever wonder why?
It's because I fell in love with the perfect girl
And no matter what I'd intend to do
I'd never be able to match that
But I wanted to try,
I wanted so badly to try because I didn't want to lose her
That same girl who was right in front of me who never knew
Now she does and so do you but for some reason nothing has changed
I'm still insecure
And you're still you
no texts, no replies
just plain silence
But just the same I'd still like to try
to be with you
simple, the greatest happiness I could ever attain
I felt when I was with you...

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So call me stupid for waiting three hours
I've been waiting for you to notice me 2 years
Call me whatever you will
But I won't stop
Not when you told me you noticed
Because you gave me a chance...
You told me so...
No matter how small that chance is
even if its undeniably improbable
I'll take it
Any chance at all is worth it just to be with you

I love you...