What am I doing?

I'm typing this now because... I have no idea why...
All I know is I have to talk to you
So I'm going to school today to see if I can
I don't know whether or not you will
But I have to try
Because well I love you
and I just have to try...

Absolutely nothing...

can compare to what
I have experienced this weekend
It was worse than hell
I know because i've been there
Never thought it could be this bad...