Today I went to school to attend zero classes! Thanks for not reminding me it was free cut the whole day! On the up side however I was able to see her[you] even for just a while and return her[your] o so precious flash drive, hahahahaha kidding! Anway I did that and ummm helped someone out with his ummmm delivery problem. hehe :) After that I went to LC to leave him to his duties.... And now I am here updating my blog and I don't know what else to write the highlight of my day was when I saw her[you] smile and laugh at my butterfly bag telling me to change it. hehe :) Sigh* shouldn't have left so quick.... then again she[you] had classes. This is depressing me! hahaha but I don't want to think about it, the other night I was treading deadly waters with my thoughts again and well I don't want to go there. All I want is to stay happy the way I am when I see her[you] smile, and that's what I'm trying to do........ Still I do get depressed specially when I start thinking of things that are a tad too much on the paranoid side. When you don't reply or tell me you're busy and it keeps happening I start thinking maybe you don't want to reply, maybe you don't want to go and it makes me think again even when I don't want to. And it goes on until the next time I see you smile then I say to myself it's fine, she's[you are] happy.
It's things like these that make me wish people could just say what's on their mind so I don't have to guess and guess about so many things. I know I can be like that but I just wish people weren't, so I don't have to be. I love her[you], so even if she decides[you decide] she doesn't[you don't] like me. I'd step back, that doesn't mean I don't love her[you] it simply means I give her[you] what she wants [you want] and that's the truth. Ciao!
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