Not again

Why is it so hard to say how you feel? It's so easy to joke around and say things like I'm in love with you but when it really counts and when you really mean it, you stutter and a whole lot of dumb comes out of your mouth.

I met her [you] a while ago and I was like I said suppossed to tell her [you] how I felt.... surprise, surprise! I wasn't able to do it. Why? because she [you] were with your friend and I was too much of a wuss to say it in front of her. Why do I torment myself with these things, I just want her [you] to know how much I feel for her [you].

So what did I do? I walked with you and walked and walked and we talked a bit. Until we got to where we were supossed to go and well that was it. I wanted to hold your hand back then but I was afraid to.... WUSS! There were so many things I wanted to tell you but I was afraid your friend might hear.... So I just kept walking waiting for an opportunity but I wasn't given one.... your friend received a call and we had to go back so you could do your paper...... sigh*

Anyway if you're reading this ummm I know what you were saying a while ago.... I'm not a complete idiot. Ni ai wo? I know, I know of course I know coz it's true... Wo ai ni, je taime or whatever the hell language you want to use... it's true I just can't find the right time and place to say those words to you...... but I hope I do before everything ends up too late..... Ciao!