Today was...... a sucky day, nevermind why, it just was. Boring subjects and boring events = boring day. I spent the entire day waiting for nothing and I gave up time to see nobody. O yes and I feel like shit trying to console myself when I know there is nothing to console myself with. Hahaha! Noobcake, should've seen things coming, so pro!
When you want something so badly, you lose sight of things, specially when they oppose that of which you want. You fail to see signs of danger, fail to understand messages and hints of things you might not want to know, see or understand. This is why I always want people to be truthful to me no matter what. I am prone to this, I am prone to all these faults yet I allowed them to be. You want to know why? It's because I couldn't care less what I felt at a certain point and I probably still don't. People can take advantage of that but I don't care so long as they are close to me. So I want people to tell me how they feel about me or anything else I am concerned with. They need not worry specially when they already know how much I care about them.
Sometimes silence is gold but it can only be so when you've learned to understand that word are not the only way to speak and that silence is not silence when actions say otherwise.
I might think too much, I might be dramatic at times but I am only human and as such is prone to mistakes, misinterpretations and the like so make me understand.... Teach me to smile again... Ciao!
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