Imagine Me Without You
speechless
Friday, June 30, 2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
lea esto, esto es para usted
Perdone mi deletreo y la gramática que yo no soy demasiado bueno en esto...
ignore todo más pero mi descripción...
Monday, June 26, 2006
Saturday, June 24, 2006
I can't sleep...
tears put me to sleep at last...
LOST, conversations with myself...(psycho na ba?)
****:
lutz asan ka na?
bat nawawala ka?
san ka ba nagpunta?
at saan mo balak pumunta?
Lutz:
doon sa may ilog
gusto ko sanang kalimutan na
hindi ako si lutz
ako si noel sasama ka pa ba?
****:
hindi ba ikaw si lutz?
ako si noel
ano ka ba?
nasisiraan ka na ba?
Lutz:
palagay ko malapit na
nawawala na nga ako
hindi ko alam
kung saan hahanapin ang sarili ko
Noel:
paano na ako?
kung wala ka na?
hindi ba mawawala rin ako?
ikaw at ako ay iisang tao
Lutz:
ewan ko
nalalabuan na rin ako
sana lang magkaliwanagan tayo
hindi na ako si lutz
Noel:
kung hindi na
sino ako?
Lutz:
ikaw?
sino ka nga ba?
Noel:
sabihin mo sa akin yun
kinuha mo ang lahat sa akin
Lutz:
lahat?
anong lahat?
Noel:
lahat ng bagay
lahat ng masaya
Lutz:
pwera sa isa
sa iyo siya napunta
Noel:
ha?
anong ibig mong sabihin?
Lutz:
wala tama na
wala na akong posisyon pa
Noel:
teka saan ka pupunta?
hindi pa tayo tapos mag...
Lutz:
paalam na
paalam...
lutz asan ka na?
bat nawawala ka?
san ka ba nagpunta?
at saan mo balak pumunta?
Lutz:
doon sa may ilog
gusto ko sanang kalimutan na
hindi ako si lutz
ako si noel sasama ka pa ba?
****:
hindi ba ikaw si lutz?
ako si noel
ano ka ba?
nasisiraan ka na ba?
Lutz:
palagay ko malapit na
nawawala na nga ako
hindi ko alam
kung saan hahanapin ang sarili ko
Noel:
paano na ako?
kung wala ka na?
hindi ba mawawala rin ako?
ikaw at ako ay iisang tao
Lutz:
ewan ko
nalalabuan na rin ako
sana lang magkaliwanagan tayo
hindi na ako si lutz
Noel:
kung hindi na
sino ako?
Lutz:
ikaw?
sino ka nga ba?
Noel:
sabihin mo sa akin yun
kinuha mo ang lahat sa akin
Lutz:
lahat?
anong lahat?
Noel:
lahat ng bagay
lahat ng masaya
Lutz:
pwera sa isa
sa iyo siya napunta
Noel:
ha?
anong ibig mong sabihin?
Lutz:
wala tama na
wala na akong posisyon pa
Noel:
teka saan ka pupunta?
hindi pa tayo tapos mag...
Lutz:
paalam na
paalam...
Thursday, June 22, 2006
sadness is not seeing you smile
malunkot ako dahil tulala ka
malunkot dahil hindi ka masaya
malunkot dahil bihira na lang kitang makasama
malunkot dahil sa klase na lang kita nakikita
malunkot dahil hindi tayo nagkakaintindihan
malunkot dahil hindi kita naabutan
malunkot dahil yung pagiisip ko wala nang katuturan
malunkot dahil tahimik ka minsan
pangako huli na to
hindi na ako paiiwan
pangako ko sa akin at sa'yo
gagawin ko na ang kailangan
mahal kita
mahal kita
paumanhin
mahal kita
malunkot dahil hindi ka masaya
malunkot dahil bihira na lang kitang makasama
malunkot dahil sa klase na lang kita nakikita
malunkot dahil hindi tayo nagkakaintindihan
malunkot dahil hindi kita naabutan
malunkot dahil yung pagiisip ko wala nang katuturan
malunkot dahil tahimik ka minsan
pangako huli na to
hindi na ako paiiwan
pangako ko sa akin at sa'yo
gagawin ko na ang kailangan
mahal kita
mahal kita
paumanhin
mahal kita
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
tears
tears are important
they cleanse the soul
they allow you a release of pain
they lighten the weight on your shoulders
and give you time to recover
but what if you've lost the ability to cry
then you can't release pain
you can't cleanse your soul
you burden yourself with weight
and you will always have to carry that
sooner or later you'll break
you won't be able to take anything
and you'll be a shell humanity
you won't be human
just an empty shell
nothing more
until someone teaches you
you can't forget to cry
and they teach you what pain is
and suddenly you can cry again
and you can live again
but then you want it to be with them
.....I'm going to stop now, my head hurts
Ciao!
they cleanse the soul
they allow you a release of pain
they lighten the weight on your shoulders
and give you time to recover
but what if you've lost the ability to cry
then you can't release pain
you can't cleanse your soul
you burden yourself with weight
and you will always have to carry that
sooner or later you'll break
you won't be able to take anything
and you'll be a shell humanity
you won't be human
just an empty shell
nothing more
until someone teaches you
you can't forget to cry
and they teach you what pain is
and suddenly you can cry again
and you can live again
but then you want it to be with them
.....I'm going to stop now, my head hurts
Ciao!
peacock.......
If you were an animal....
I answered I wanted to be a peacock, I want to be beautiful...
But I am not, I am a complex mess of imperfection
And the little good I strive to find in me, I find with you
So could anyone find me at fault for falling for you?
I write these here... because, yes I want to be distant.
Not because I want to be far from you, God knows how much that would kill me.
It's because I am afraid to be hurt, specially because I know I could be.
I am, though I shouldn't be...
I want things to be so much simpler than they are
All the things i've said, every single one
was meant to make things easier not harder
forgive me if they just complicated things...
I meant them though every single one...
About a day ago, I saw you...
You were so beautiful, it was hard to say anything to you
and when I finally did... you just passed by, haha LOSER
so I ended up not saying anything after that
Later on it was just goodbye...
... and another goodnight and sweet dreams
So its my fault being as stupid as I am
to keep distant, to not say things personally
I want to but every chance I get always seems to be messed up
And its confusing me more and more
So there, no editing, no censor
no unidentifiable words or characters that have to be deciphered,
no puzzles, just plain english that can be understood.
laugh, go ahead I don't mind.
I don't want to keep this in riddles
I don't want to keep playing
I just want peace of mind, help me....
Ciao!
I answered I wanted to be a peacock, I want to be beautiful...
But I am not, I am a complex mess of imperfection
And the little good I strive to find in me, I find with you
So could anyone find me at fault for falling for you?
I write these here... because, yes I want to be distant.
Not because I want to be far from you, God knows how much that would kill me.
It's because I am afraid to be hurt, specially because I know I could be.
I am, though I shouldn't be...
I want things to be so much simpler than they are
All the things i've said, every single one
was meant to make things easier not harder
forgive me if they just complicated things...
I meant them though every single one...
About a day ago, I saw you...
You were so beautiful, it was hard to say anything to you
and when I finally did... you just passed by, haha LOSER
so I ended up not saying anything after that
Later on it was just goodbye...
... and another goodnight and sweet dreams
So its my fault being as stupid as I am
to keep distant, to not say things personally
I want to but every chance I get always seems to be messed up
And its confusing me more and more
So there, no editing, no censor
no unidentifiable words or characters that have to be deciphered,
no puzzles, just plain english that can be understood.
laugh, go ahead I don't mind.
I don't want to keep this in riddles
I don't want to keep playing
I just want peace of mind, help me....
Ciao!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
orsem......not
I had gone through the training and setup days for orsem yet surprisingly I did not attend any of the orsem days themselves. Hmmmmmm, guess I felt it wasn't worth it after all. Well thats what you'll come to understand when you don't get into the comm you want when you came so early to reg and then to make things worse you don't know anyone in the new comm you were given. So you end up feeling miserable. But hey that's life, can't blame life for being shitty it just is.
Now I'm stuck doing nothing but the net, sometimes nothing at all and I end up thinking again (hmmmm maybe orsem wasn't such a bad idea). Nothing I can do though, just let it be. Things like this happen, [I'm not angry just depressed] I want so much for things to be right but it seems I'm stuck with everything that's wrong. I can only do so much but I'll keep on doing it to make things bearable for..... hahaha! (see me smile I aint angry) then again that's just me with a smile painted on my face. wark! I'll just post lyrics to a song I heard in a taxi going home from last saturday's orsem setup and signups. (look I can smile I am not angry, hahaha see the trend here?)
I'll never go
by: MYMP
(but the version I was listening to in
the taxi was the older one, dunno who sang it though)
You would always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Chorus
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you
Chorus 2x
p.s.
Understand yet?
I'm around for keeps
Doesn't matter what I am
If it puts a smile on your face it's enough
Ciao!
Now I'm stuck doing nothing but the net, sometimes nothing at all and I end up thinking again (hmmmm maybe orsem wasn't such a bad idea). Nothing I can do though, just let it be. Things like this happen, [I'm not angry just depressed] I want so much for things to be right but it seems I'm stuck with everything that's wrong. I can only do so much but I'll keep on doing it to make things bearable for..... hahaha! (see me smile I aint angry) then again that's just me with a smile painted on my face. wark! I'll just post lyrics to a song I heard in a taxi going home from last saturday's orsem setup and signups. (look I can smile I am not angry, hahaha see the trend here?)
I'll never go
by: MYMP
(but the version I was listening to in
the taxi was the older one, dunno who sang it though)
You would always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Chorus
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you
Chorus 2x
p.s.
Understand yet?
I'm around for keeps
Doesn't matter what I am
If it puts a smile on your face it's enough
Ciao!
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