orsem......not

I had gone through the training and setup days for orsem yet surprisingly I did not attend any of the orsem days themselves. Hmmmmmm, guess I felt it wasn't worth it after all. Well thats what you'll come to understand when you don't get into the comm you want when you came so early to reg and then to make things worse you don't know anyone in the new comm you were given. So you end up feeling miserable. But hey that's life, can't blame life for being shitty it just is.

Now I'm stuck doing nothing but the net, sometimes nothing at all and I end up thinking again (hmmmm maybe orsem wasn't such a bad idea). Nothing I can do though, just let it be. Things like this happen, [I'm not angry just depressed] I want so much for things to be right but it seems I'm stuck with everything that's wrong. I can only do so much but I'll keep on doing it to make things bearable for..... hahaha! (see me smile I aint angry) then again that's just me with a smile painted on my face. wark! I'll just post lyrics to a song I heard in a taxi going home from last saturday's orsem setup and signups. (look I can smile I am not angry, hahaha see the trend here?)

I'll never go
by: MYMP
(but the version I was listening to in
the taxi was the older one, dunno who sang it though)

You would always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key

Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know

Chorus
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you

Chorus 2x


p.s.
Understand yet?
I'm around for keeps
Doesn't matter what I am
If it puts a smile on your face it's enough

Ciao!