Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Somehow I knew

There are certain things that somehow I just knew. I wasn't told nor was I given clues, I just knew. Somehow I wanted to disprove myself, wanted to believe I was wrong. So even when I knew, I ignored. And now that I see I really am wrong and that I was disillusioned I still keep on. Why because simply it is my decision, my life, my feelings and though it makes me teary eyed right now I have to accept. One thing I wish though, I wish someone had told me...

So am I still waiting?
Do I still love?
Am I still here?
Yes, I am
Here always
Just waiting
Specially when I am needed
I am here
That is why I wait
Because I love
I remain

~tears~
(again I cleanse my black soul)

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